Wednesday, July 30, 2008

I love JtHM.

So, this has been one of my favorite things for about ten years now:

Johnny the Homicidal Maniac


so, this brings me immense joy:

https://twitter.com/Johnny_C
People boggle my mind sometimes. I do believe that communication is really, really, really important and that most conflicts could be resolved if people just sat down and REALLY talked with each other. But that takes more time. I had a friend who really let me down, and it wasn't the first time she'd done it. I'm really not even ready to talk about it - I'm still angry, she gets super defensive and likes to put things on me, and we always had a weird unhealthy symbiotic relationship anyway. Plus, she said my favorite boy was rude to her, which he was NOT.

I knew she would be the one to contact me, not the other way around. I got a text from her last night wanting to grab a bite to eat and talk. It's been at least a month since I've even seen her - we used to hang out almost every day. And the thing is, despite the fact that I have almost no social life, I don't miss having her around. All we ever did was drink and try our damnedest to destroy ourselves. I start class in less than two weeks, and I really have to have a good semester, so I can transfer next year.

I don't think I should respond, but then I have this belief that communication is vital, so I don't really know what I'll do. I'm still debating. I'll only go if she buys me lunch, I think. I don't really want to sink any more time or money into my friendship with her if she can still hardly ever bring herself to do anything for me. So I'm naturally a little hesitant. I'm still angry, but maybe what I need is closure.